To wake up and find frustrations building up
to separate herself from other people
Because so convinced that person of this character must act in this particular way
Because believed so that person like her should always be against the odd
Shaking and trembling at night time no longer seems odd to her
Failing to get recognitions from pals no longer seems harsh to her
probably her acethycholine has overfired and hence no more neuro-responses
probably too convinced that this is the road destined to travel
Oh smile oh smile is not difficult to fake
but it is also not difficult to artificiate it if your desire is to do so
But how many times can those smiles you create withstand the harsh reality
which would break you down occasionaly
which would bring break your tears bank and flood your eyes with liquid
despite your relentless claims that you could take all these burdens
welcome welcome
because you are now looking at this story
This is the story of a girl
who cried a river and drowned the whole world
while she might fake a smile
i hope she know that we all can choose our path
Defenses and senses must both exist
but if your senses fool you
your defenses would not hold long,
let alone hold strong
You indulged in a law
a law which is said to attract all kinds of desired events
but you missed out that you are not living in harmony
with yourself
with your environment
with the essence of the much pursued law
So now the million dollar question is
why has the law defect on you
Fictional this may seem to be
but so real this could happen in the realm of life
This is the story of the girl
who cried a river and drowned the whole world
while she fake a smile (again)
i hope she knows that we all have the power to
choose our path
determine our course of life
select our responses
decide our way

