Archive for March, 2009

Cried a river and Drowned the worLd

To wake up and find frustrations building up
to separate herself from other people
Because so convinced that person of this character must act in this particular way
Because believed so that person like her should always be against the odd

Shaking and trembling at night time no longer seems odd to her
Failing to get recognitions from pals no longer seems harsh to her
probably her acethycholine has overfired and hence no more neuro-responses
probably too convinced that this is the road destined to travel

Oh smile oh smile is not difficult to fake
but it is also not difficult to artificiate it if your desire is to do so
But how many times can those smiles you create withstand the harsh reality
which would break you down occasionaly
which would bring break your tears bank and flood your eyes with liquid
despite your relentless claims that you could take all these burdens

welcome welcome
 because you are now looking at this story

This is the story of a girl
who cried a river and drowned the whole world
while she might fake a smile
i hope she know that we all can choose our path

Defenses and senses must both exist
but if your senses fool you
your defenses would not hold long,
let alone hold strong

You indulged in a law
a law which is said to attract all kinds of desired events
but you missed out that you are not living in harmony
with yourself
with your environment
with the essence of the much pursued law
So now the million dollar question is
why has the law defect on you

Fictional this may seem to be
but so real this could happen in the realm of life

This is the story of the girl
who cried a river and drowned the whole world
while she fake a smile (again)
i hope she knows that we all have the power to

choose our path
determine our course of life
select our responses
decide our way

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受伤了就得被维修

他受伤了。。。 劳累了那么多个日子,走了那么长远的路,去过了那么多的地方,北至怡保,南至马六甲,现在竟然在最熟悉的地方踩中地雷上到了头部。 医药费肯定不便宜,惟有转向保险公司索赔,但是还要应付警察给我的生日礼物,哪里就得付他三百块了,白白又给政府三百块去策划怎样消除养猪场,我作孽了。

现在,它的样子是这样的…

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整件事最不忿的不是为什么会发生这样的事,为什么要给三百块,而是为什么那个保险代理员只是给我一个热线号码然后让我自己处理全部事呢,除了这一个号码他仿佛没有一个答案是达到我的问题的为什么?最炸到的是过后打电话回来问我需要什么文件什么文件(我不能阻止自己猜想他是不知道的),过后又要告诉我国家银行改了规矩,不会赔完的自己要付一部分,我就是不相信,问了车房后我知道什么情况才要自己付一部分了,更加不能够接受这个代理员的服务,今年七月又要更新了,那时候我肯定换代理员,殷羽说要去考了,我一定找殷羽的咯~

所以呢,保险这个东西事情发生的时候我们自己都要应付紧急状况了哪里还能够去烦文件文件的呢?
我拿了两个教训,
一 保险真是雪中送炭的
二 找保险代理员要肯定是可靠的(车险就这样了,人寿保险不是更加别开玩笑笑是不是)

最后,
人寿保险的事故,可以找我,我靠得住,而且也体会了这一个教训更加是不会给热线号码我的顾客咯!

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那么多个为什么,为什么你问为什么?

为什么?

为什么?

为什么?

为什么?

为什么为不如意的事情找理由是那么的容易,为什么为了要让自己安心的解释我们能够这么容易的创造看似合理的理由?

荀子说:人性本恶,其善, 伪也。

看似真的,觉得不是假的。

但是自己对着自己都得伪装,找大堆理由来为自己解释掩饰内疚感觉的话,就好像很可悲了。

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纸包鸡和鸡窝包的渊源

从前有一粒包,从南向北走;

从前有一只鸡,从北向南走;

走着。。走着。。走着。。。

碰!

鸡和包撞个正着。。

形成了包鸡。

包鸡继续像南走;

这时有一张纸,纸向北走,结果撞到了包鸡,形成了。。。。。 纸包鸡 x.xlll

纸包鸡就像南继续走,这个时候,太阳出来了,鸡开始喔喔喔啼叫。。叫声直把纸给震爆,

出现的竟然是。。。。鸡窝包x.xlllllll

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Mini Budget

4pm 10th March year 2009 is a very much anticipated time for most people who called themselves Malaysian, especially those who are more alert and conscious towards the state of economy of our country.

 

At the stated time above, our Minister of Finance cum DPM is due to release the so called ‘Mini-Budget’. Mini-Budget is the tool that our country monetary policy makers and businesses lay their hope onto rescuing our contracting economy, given that the exporting index in the past month are in the red, and a very worrying magnitude of red.

 

After the BNM(Bank Negara Malaysia) took on its proactive approach to trim its Overnight Policy Rate(OPR) twice in as many months, to bring down this indicative figure to 2.0% last month, after it first exorcise the rate to 2.5% in January, much of the experts have voiced their feedback to acknowledge the farsighted ability of our central bank. But even bank Negara has trimmed its OPR to its lowest at 2.0%, the credit crunch that has infected even to our country has still not seen its easing effect which was desire, because this measurement has its lag effect, that is, it should take at least 3 to 4 months before the effect is realized and felt. But still, we could not rely on cutting our OPR rate to revive the economy, because by doing so would push our currency value to lower level, which means devaluating our currency, something we know too well that we should also take note of.

This is monetary policy in action. There is another way to save the economy and if this is done in conjunction with monetary policy action, it should be able to create a synergistic effect, ladies and gentleman; we are talking of fiscal stimulation, one like our mini-budget which is just 4 hours away from being made public as of writing time.

 

Fiscal stimulation is about injecting money into the market, in the hope that this newly injected capital would create the kind of storm to stimulate spending and to put it in a layman term, it means ‘putting money into people pocket’. In month November, our federal government has pumped in the tremendous amount of RM 7 billion (stop counting the number of 0 in a billion) into the market and hoped that this free money would be enough to stimulate spending and improve domestic demand (at least). Clear enough, this fiscal policy also has its lag effect as plans such as to build infrastructure, to create jobs etc need time to tailor into proper and effective plan before it is being executed. But with this policy decision, we should also take into consideration how would this money be put into people’s pockets, and into whose pockets.

 

This monstrous chunk of money that has been anticipated to make up for the mini-budget is reported to be at least RM 10 billion, much lower than the figure most economies expected and advised our minister of finance to come up if the sole purpose of this budget is to save and give hope to our people. RM 10 billion released into the market would nevertheless take few months time to implement its plans and hence the effect should also have to wait until it is felt.

 

This action would surely push our currency value higher to RM 3.8 level as well, it means a more expensive import prices and more lucrative incentives for businesses that export its goods to oversea; but only this time, the external demand is fading away.

 

I personally hope that our government would take full use of this mini-budget to offer hope to the people, not by putting money into everyone pockets, but to come up with planning that would leave our country stronger in our already strong fundamentals, and to implement more transparent policies, and to make the best use of this billions of free money which is about to be pumped into the market.

 

For example, if you were to inject money to create job and improve infrastructure, then it will be of the best interest of the people to see federal government put this money into healthcare, education sectors; or to build infrastructures that benefit people, but not to build memorial, pondok-pondok, or some open-air park with weird statue like the one build by the state government of Subang Jaya few years ago, only to get criticism everywhere and to be shut down due to near to zero visits by publics.

 

You need intelligent to think through a challenge and you certainly need wisdom to get through a crisis, like the one we are in now.

 

Mini-budget, I hope I somehow can benefit from you as well.

 

 

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Journalism

I saw from the advertisement published under the edge, that they are actually looking for  someone to fill in the post of journalist.

That thing itself had spiked a rush of adrenaline running through my veins and arteries and initiated a feeling of feeling thrilled of the prospect to become one of the journalist whose mission is to write something and published on the printed materials so that the readers could have news and updates on the exposure to the fast changing environment.

More importantly the brighter note of this thing is this is all about the business and investment publication and it might see a lot of spaces and rooms for growth in things that revolving in this field. This is gonna be fun!

The stumbling block in between, however, is that i want to write but do not wish to commit myself as one of the employed. How to get both my wish onto the reality side of life?

Action.

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broKen String

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can’t feel anything

When I love you and so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking it’s the voice of someone else

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

 

BroKen Strings

Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When it’s too late, too late

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late, too late

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
So how can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
Oh, you know that I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again

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