This town is colder now because temparature is falling so it gets colder. Temperature is a mean we use to measure if we would describe the condition we’re living in as cold, or hot. Temperature has 2 unit of measurement, atleast these are what we were being taught in school, during our foundation for sciences, and we were being shown more factuals thing on this subject when we took on the challange of taking Physic in examination. So i have learned about temperature, and not only this, but also about many other things from school, from the people who have come across my path all these years. Despite i said this town is getting colder due to the falling of temperature and i knew this because i have learned bout what temperature means, but without knowing what is temperature i could also have comment on the condition of the environement, whether it is cold, or hot. This is purely because i have senses, and the detector for this senses are well protected under the largest organ, skin. So this has demonstrated that i have atleast 2 way to find out if the temperature is cold, or hot.
What is it about the temperature thingy, is all about, the town is getting colder now, this very moment.
So i am sitting here. I said i am sitting here because i am not standing. And the tense i used have suggested itself that at this moment i am still seated, sitting, the tense is present continuous tense, which means i am still doing the action at this moment, thats why i can say, i am still seated at this moment.
Ok i think it is about time to call a day for all those nonsensical fuss and begin to write something which would have more weightage of senses than nonsense. We differentiate thing with senses from things without senses without any devices, but our common sense, but our feelings. But this doesnt mean common sense is the highest available senses we posses, because there are still some poor people out there who have no common sense, yet they do can differentiate what is nonsense and what is meaningful sentences. So this has to say something bout common sense not being the highest amongst senses.
But wait, did not i say stop all those nonsensical fusses just now. So i am actually suppose to say something which are not nonsense out of nature. for example. I have got attracted to this Alliance bank-MPH Bookstore collaberated short story writting contest. Deep inside my memory depositary bank, i could still recall that few years ago i also noticed this thingy and got the thinking like, ‘if only i will be able to write something qualified to participate in things like this’. Knowing that it was like something beyond my reach, and seemingly far-fetched enough for me to dream, i did not even try to pick up the pen, without picking up a pen at the first place, surely there would not be any script or story being produced in the end, and that thing had slipped away from mind since.
Writing seems like a thing so complicated to do, it is like doing calculus, solving calculus equation, finding solution for calculus problem, you need to have the wisdom, you need to know the facts, you need to know the basics, you’ve gotta have a good flow of story, you’ve gotta know some writting skills, it has to be interesting, it has to contain messages and values, otherwise, what’s the point of spending time writting nonsense. Like this post.
and so this post become a perfect teaching tool to convey this msg: do not do things without purpose, without planning, must have point, must have direction, there is no progression if we keep thinking that we are stucked at a cross junction, a T junction, or a never ending spiral of staircases, or even a never stopping high way. Stop and check where we have placed our feet at at times and rescript, then perhaps we would find a better way to continue the flow. This is like what One Republic tried to deliver via the hot hit, STop And Stare. otherwise, going nowhere.
So i do stop, and stare at my position.
i have evaluated where i stood, what i want, and ponder to think on if where i stood at that moment would get me to where i wanted to reach when i started out. Consistant check-back have got me this far. And i have still the pride in me to assure me i still know what i am doing all these whiles, albeit sometime things happened to steer me off track, or i might have stepped on something that cause some setback. But the bearing that my compass shows me is still the bearing i have adjusted after each setback and drawbacks have hit me hard. The end of the day. I still know what i want, i am certain sometime i may not have my wish fulfill and i may stumble upon obstacles and circumstances that draw enormous pain upon me and see the dream of my life slip away, nevertheless, i am contend that i at least have not given up and i have tried. Missing out is painful. Recently learned about it and it reinforced the thinking i’ve been thinking about. Missing out is really painful and the most harsh side is you could no longer tick back the clock to catch what you have missed out on. It sent tremendous regrets into your soul and it resided there forever. So it would push you to not miss out on things anymore, That could be a good thing and it also could turn out to be a bad thing.
Missing out on you is my biggest loss. The script that designed this missing out story would make everything more painful to bear. The flashes of memory kept on playing back as if i need more reminding of it when i still remember everything so vividly clear.
People say that humanbeing are gifted because we have 2 hemisphere of brains to make up one brain after a lobe been attached to the 2 hemispheres. So we could think logically and emotionally by utilizing the left n right brain respectively. And having the lobe can bring terrible problems when what you remember reminds you of some pictures that you knew it was too good to recall back as it would no longer be seen in reality. This thing is now so messed up that no one would be able to guess who is talking bout who anymore for i think it has mixed in too many story lines in it. the worse thing about human ’s gift, the brain is that the logical side is often the side people tap into when they live their life. This makes people only act after they’ve gathered enough logic to support them doing something, and this is how most often than not, people tend to miss out on things, on people that they really wished not to lose, but logical side has always got the better on us, and we missed out, like how i missed out.
So now i will agree that to act boldly would be the better option. But to act boldly like a bull would get us nowhere. without logical thinking most of the time we will lose our way charging without looking but boldly charge along. So we have to really practise to utilize both side of our gifted brain. so that we will find the best solution to whatever muddy skid life has to offer to us.
I can call this one a short story, because it is not a novel, for its length could not yet make up a novel, and it has no characters inside. But if i call this one a short story, then i would have to call myself an imbecile. For it has no flow in it at all. furthermore, the so called stories were only fractions and fractions of things that could have been a long story itselves. However, at the end of the day, i have written another long script, albeit it should have no power to turn into a page-turner.
But again, i tried. at least, dare to try, deal with the failure after fail.
