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“缘” 自华文班的感动。。。

又再一次带着沉重的心情离开华文班的培训三,舍不得,有千千万万个舍不得,但是也得忍着那心疼的感觉向大家挥手道别。

在培训三里,突然想念缺席的前理事们,怀念的是雪菱的声音,想念的是阿游的‘没问题’,想起的是迪伟的笑话,想念的是利怡的‘哟’。。。让我想起了我们那一季的歌,《只因为你》,然后很想知道,朋友,你还好吗?。。。

感觉开心,因为在培训三有一个机会与其他战友相聚,纵然只是那短暂的半天,也让我觉得异常开心;感谢缘分把我们十一位串起来,让我们相遇,认识,再互相心牵心,手拉手,度过了一个满特别的学年,打造了这相当坚固的友谊,希望在多年后的今天,我们能够有一个机会聚在一起,一起回忆起着一个充满了甜酸苦辣的故事,一起聆听彼此间的故事,一起感应我们友谊的魔力。在这里,想要谢谢当初把那‘信任的一票’投给我们的大家,谢谢把我们带进华文班的大家,谢谢团结我们的前顾问。

想起战友,就想起佩莹。一直以来,虽然有一点神龙见首不见尾,但她却成为了我们在国大生活的重要一分子。回想起来,开心的,不开心的,她总是出现于我们分享过。还真的是很希望下个学期能够看见她那件黑色的夹克出现在华角,希望看见她因为等待上课时在签到簿写下的留言,希望可以在图书馆三楼看见她然后更她打招呼,还是看见骑着摩多嘟起嘴的她出现在眼帘,很像可以叫‘阿。。。佩莹啊’,总之,会很怀念这一位朋友。感谢你让我流泪,因为这让我体会了友情的珍贵,让我得到了朋友给予我的肯定,让我体验到战友们的亲切,感谢,希望我们可以常常保持联络。

缘自华文珧??感动

看着我们的小瓜劳心劳力的筹备培训三给他们的小瓜,心里满怀欣慰。虽然大家的努力并不能够换来百分百的完美结果,但我相信大家都知道没有任何事情是百分百完美的,我也明白大家知道大家都已经尽力配合了,最重要的是大家在这过程中已经成功地克服许多磨练,让大家的友情升华,这才是我们最大的斩获。要写得实在是多,要讲得也实在太多,但是我们有的时间确实很多,希望大家会互相珍惜,惜缘。。。

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16 Nov 2007 – 23 Nov 2007

Gotten to know that life is actually quite dynamic.

Because the components that made up ‘life’ are very dynamic and have varieties.

Because the people that exist in my ‘life’ are indeed from diversified backgrounds and have distinctive characteristics that make each one unique.

Everyone who has walked into my path has been as unique and special as me myself. Lately, been giving the unprecedented chance to mix with this small circle of peeps like weh chuan, pek hern, ngim san, siew qia and sun lerk.

Out from nowhere would i think i havent had the faintest ideas on how a person they are, but it was really out of nowhere that i got stunned by Swenson Chan’s ingenius way of talking, jokes-telling and self-expressing. It was the impression of a more passived- person that this fren has filled herself into the ‘casting list’ of my story and yet, she has hidden quite a lot to herself until you really know her more that would you find out those hidden attributes. Though her voice is indeed very impressive and stunning but it was no doubt that her funny characters was the highlight to the week, i think weh chuan would waste no time to agree this =)

well, i found that peeps are quite routined. Some peeps sleep when the moon began to sparks its moonlight across the sky, there are also people who sleep in the car after they had been awakened in shocked, there are also people who do not sleep and like to stand at the window early in the morning just to wave her goodbye hand and dedicate her ‘chocolate-cented’ smile to her working frens, there are also peeps who would not sleep until the clock shows 5am or later, there are also peeps who have all the time in the world to think of some stupid and sightless plans just to out-throw or just to play boycott to other person, there are also people who think they are special enough to say ‘i’m correct’ each of every time, there are also people who has impressed me with his talks and expressiveness from his experience which left me hoping how great would things had been had i had a similar mind a year ago, there are also some old frens who would sent some heart-warming messages to remind you that you wouldnt be alone eventhough you mite feeling the pain of being alone, there are also special frens that would cheered our heart when they unexpectedly sent us some supportive msg, or made you remembered those times that had been shared. They are also true frens who would stick to you not because you valued them as true frens, but because they share the same sight and thought as you do, because they were understanding, because they were invaluable to us, they are true frens, they shall be loved and prosper to greatness.

To round it all, people are unique, because we are given the invaluable gift that we decided to call it ‘Brain’ because we didnt know what to call it except ‘Brain’, eventhough the mass within someones skull is not really as Brainy as Brains should be, they would still decide to call it ‘their brains’ because they could not bear to hear the fact that they actually are Brainless. Well, brains or no brains, what matters most is not about making people belive that you actualy have brain, but is to make full use of your brain, for otherwise, your brain is no different from bread.

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A Bit on ConTinuitY…

Why Green?

Green because it is the color that sooths our tired eyes best, and everthing comes from this tiny green green chloroplast

Why Trees?

It took a great deal of time to grow from a tiny little plant to a big tree like the whamping willow, just like it took us a very long time to grow from strength to strength, just like a famous  proverb in mandarin that sounds this way:“十年树木,百年树人”; furthermore, there’s also another line in mandarin that includes tree, it sounds this way:“前人种树,后人乘凉”,meaning that what we get in the future is actually what we start from now.

Why ConTinuitY?

Pararell to ‘what we are getting in the near future is actually what we are doing at the moment’, the word ConTinuitY fits quite well into the frame, doens’t it? And this also signals that our life is no doubt a continuity that each event in it is chain-linked, thus we shall always look into the past experience and let it trigger our steps in the present moment and also future. However, past experiences are only, guidiance to future, that is why, we shall not linger and seek doom by holding tightly dark past. Somehow, think twice before you act…

~Life is like A Roller Coaster, and Is an Evolution~

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往事岂能如烟?

  

遽然发现其实部落格在遥远的以后可以成为我对自己的回忆录,有好多好多事情,相当多的人,数不清的开心,要不得的烦恼,已经停留在昨日了,有些失误可能现在还印象深刻,但可能在将来只会剩下含糊不清的画面而已,不想遗失现在的精彩,所以决定要记载。

昨日临睡前,脑海里突然闪过了小一时与父亲打兵乓球的画面,无形中还看得见的是父亲在十六年前的样貌,比起当时的今天,却是年老了好多,回想起来的确实有点内疚,不是滋味,让父母亲辛苦了这么久,爸爸妈妈辛苦你们了。。。

已经很久没有回槟了,对那里的亲戚仿佛脱了结般,进入大学后就开始长时间都留在开始时还是陌生的地方,甚至是外公外婆病危床前的时候我都没有回过去,有些时候真的不知道什么人什么事才应该正正确确是首选,还是真的有很多时候都是‘鱼与熊掌两则不能兼得’的状况?

这似长虽短的大学生涯中,认识了好多志同道合的朋友,我们因为筹办活动而认识了,但我们的情谊却不因为活动的落幕而画上休止符。这一辈子都忘不了我们的培训营,每当‘祗因为你’的旋律响起时我都会不禁的想起那一年的亲切,还好拍摄了不少照片留下了那时的岁月,但愿回忆从此不磨灭。

参与国大中秋二十七,让我体会到了‘为人父亲’的心情与感觉,那本签到簿一页一页的被‘加冕’,几乎都是孩子们对整个‘小家庭’的肯定换回来的鼓励,从一开始不习惯回应‘爹地’这代名词,到很顺其然的回应‘阿爸’这代号,到现在还仍会渴望有机会再次去‘打煸炉’的心情,只希望这一段神奇的感情能够持之以恒,成为记忆里的化石。

参与国大中秋二十八,无疑是最大的转捩点,整个有苦自己知的经历与所获得的友谊根本就难成对比,从中获得了源源不绝的暖流,看到了花样年华的事物,做过了一步一生的决定,拷贝了灿烂精彩的回忆,也抹黑了传统的舞台演出,摧毁了世代相传的品牌,聊过了好多的宏愿,见识了人心自私的一面,太多太多了,也不懂现在的遗憾与不忿何时才离我远去。

记得曾经对你说过毕业时无论怎样都要拍一张合照,纪念我们的友情,也许现在你已经忘却了,但我仍记得,曾是若即若离的我们,今天连谈话的空间都仿佛已消失了,反而只剩下短讯联系而已。也不清楚问题出现在哪里,但也已经维持了一年光阴了,习惯了。

还有你,不曾拥有清晰的记忆告诉我从几时开始我俩开始‘越走越近’,但却有清晰及温馨的记忆提醒我要收藏着一段感情。这股暖流时时刻刻都被回味,甚至化为了细水长流般的推动力。在朦胧中,有时也分不清你究竟是难能可贵的友情,还是错过的爱情,也许‘越走越近’应该是越走越禁才’对。。。

但既然消极的自怨是无法改变历史,那更应该积极的兑现所许下的承诺及愿望,继续努力前进!

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